February 2012
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System Down
Both of my knees are not okay. I’m not able to run for an indefinite period of time until I see a specialist about this. Both of my knees aches like shit when I run, with my left knee in sharp pain and my right in great muscle fatigue. I have covered about 6K this week on the treadmill followed by some fast running during PE and yesterday’s ODAC training took it all down when we did...
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Sand
Trying to hold onto memories is like trying to hold onto a handful of sand during a multi-coloured sandstorm, where all the sand have different shades of colour, and the one in your hand is of a unique one, a colour that can never be replaced. As you try to hold onto this handful of sand, the winds sweep you viciously and the multi-coloured sand just sting your eyes and hurt the sores in your...
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how to destroy your feelings
First, you tear away all attachments. Then you pound hell lots of work be it physical or mental onto yourself, making you lose all excess energy and demolish all forms of wild thoughts. Finally, you will forget. And thus, the feeling is gone.
But all of this, at what cost? Ironically, I thought about the fiscal policies that governments use to sustain growth in an economy, be it actual or...
just-schmile asked: haha sorry. Don't get me wrong, I'm really not a stalker:/ You just seem like an interesting person so I read it:) I use "cute" to describe things so just ignore that:D You're welcome. Haha, sure, Mr/Ms Justurnitoff, in that case, you can call me justschmile;) Are you Taiwanese by any chance?:) My blog? Thanks, it's really just my thoughts though, sort of like an...
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“你的愛沒有保留 你的心獻給了我
只要你在我就有更多理想 與你同在就好像擁抱天堂”
– 林育群 (人海中遇見你)
just-schmile asked: hay:) i liked what you wrote under "about". very cute:) what's your name?
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Tuesday Blues.
- A well-known phenomenon among Esctasy users. If you spend your weekend rolling, chances are your serotonin will bottom out on Tuesday, leaving you with a depression that could be anywhere from mild to severe. May only last the day, or may stretch out over the rest of the week, depending on the person. - Rob took a few pills on Saturday night, and he’s looking a little listless today -...
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“Who am I? I am not a disease, nor my weight, nor even my family. I am not my...”
– Erica Orloff (via larmoyante)
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Tight Schedule
Okay I have approximately 17 minutes to 9pm, before I start my second study session for GP and IH (UN structure). So, here I am again. Somehow I feel that the peace in this place is disrupted by the sheer number of people that I know reading this blog. A year ago, only 2 people that I know read this blog. Today, more than 5 people that I know read what I write, and I can bet that the number may...
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Partial Absence
Things are going slightly crazy these days, with RICE under pressure, Pre-U Sem confirmed and my revision work mounting higher than my threshold for not studying. Rough week, I suppose apart from a lovely Valentine’s Day with myself friends and lollipops given away to them. Can you believe that I crashed badly upon reaching home at about 11pm on Friday, having to skip dinner, attend the...
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Absence of the mind:
myonlyescapeisyou:
O U T O F S I G H T,
O U T O F M I N D.
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Free
ieatshampoo:
Because when you are in a position to love, you should not be afraid. There’s nothing to hide, ‘cause life’s too short for one to live under the shadows. Being different is a blessing and there is absolutely nothing wrong with it. Don’t let society judge you, ‘cause the body is yours, the mind is yours and you should be in complete control of your life.
Be free, be proud, and love...
imjustbeingme asked: "We cannot change one’s perceptions, experiences, decisions, actions, inaction or even silence. But what we can do is to change ourselves. To prove others wrong with mere action and nothing more." - The beautiful language is the reason why I visit your tumblr everyday.
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doublechevron replied to your post: Neutrality
This is what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object.
Hahaha, that’s what I thought too when I typed that out. The irresistible force paradox, as mentioned in The Dark Knight. Just so apt for whatever I’m writing:)
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Neutrality
One very important thing that I’ve learned from last year is that life is just life, and there are always things that cannot be changed, even if you throw all your heart into this venture of effort, or cry till your eyes are swollen. I came to accept that there are things that cannot be shifted or moved by our intents or even all our abilities into action. It’s akin to using all your...
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During history lesson:
Teacher: What are we all here for today?
Classmates: To get a good A Level cert..
Me: To make history.
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Dejected. →
fireflygoodbyes:
You made me so deliriously happy just a few hours ago. The kind of happiness that makes you feel as if your heart is so full and is going to burst right out of your chest. The kind of happiness that makes you feel that the joy and love within you is so bountiful, you could share it with every single person in this world and still have more than enough. The kind of happiness that...
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Tired.
I’m just so tired. Really tired. I rely on music like drugs to perk me up, like my stimulant-like playlist that I enjoy very much that is called Prozac, after the anti-depression medication, and a playlist called Pre-Study that was created last year to combat the promos and for leisure hearing. But after which, I’ll fall back into tiredness again.
Just so godamned tired.
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It worries me.
gadiellerin:
How one day, we’ll know each other as nothing but strangers. How our memories will eventually just fade and our friendship will slowly die down. The future scares me, especially when you’re a negative thinker like I am. It’s just that you’re the type of friend I can’t afford to lose.
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Dear anyone who might understand, →
dearmeat:
What does it mean when you don’t acknowledge people you’ve met because you’re afraid they would be embarrassed for you to? What does it mean when you can’t even initiate a hug because you’re afraid the person wouldn’t want you to? What does it mean when even your best friends don’t know half of what goes through your mind because you’re too afraid to tell them? What does it mean when you...
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Funniest Thing on a Valentine's Day Morning
Friend: (messages) Hey, happy Valentine's Day!:)
Friend's girlfriend: (messaged back) Okay, can.
Friend:
Friend: I want to be gay.
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Every Paramore Fan's Romance:
Personally, I believe that every Paramore fan’s romantic dream is like this:
You go to a Paramore concert, with the girl of your dreams, waiting at the queue, holding each other’s hand and slowly getting excited for the show ahead. The time ticks pass. Your palms get sweaty, your heart beats fast, your mouth naturally switches into a daze and a smile as you look at her, wearing a...
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Valentine's Day
And so, here we are. Valentine’s Day, the second Christmas as I called it, where consumers are tricked to their folly by the whims of the mega-corporations who made use of loving couples and their ignorance of the importance of loving each other like it’s Valentine’s Day everyday, and spurge on diamonds, sightseeing, expensive dinners and what not. Fortunately, the singletons...
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Love as a question →
rakuli:
If love was a question would you tell me the answer if you knew? If love were, what would you do and is there a limit to what you would go through to accrue, construe the answer to love if it was asked to...
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Overclocked.
I reserve the right to post something after rushing through my revision and a hell lots of other stuff today, so shut it. Hahaha!
Damn, now I forgot what to write. I’m so tired, can’t wait for the week to be over already! My head is hurting a little, my shirt stinks of sweat and my eyes, oh my, are in pain. Damn it.
Will write a real good post soon, on something special. Something...
doublechevron asked: Good luck for your tests! :D
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Best Line of The Avengers, yet.
Loki: I have an army.
Tony Stark: We have a hulk.
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Recharge
I guess that I need a break away from the computer (But I’m still available on the phone, through the Tumblr app that seriously needs to be updated by the Tumblr Staff). Not that because all those shit and drama is getting into my ears, but that I really need time…to do hell lots of things! And to recharge of course. For my leg to recover slowly (it’s getting better soon,...
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Mental Block
I’m having a really bad case of writer’s block now. Somehow, I can’t bring out the words that I want to express and that my head is in some kind of semi-comatose mode, where I just get through the day feeling blurry and unstable. Perhaps this is more of a case of a mental block, where my whole mind is held captive by something unknown. Of course it’s not common at all, I...
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Happy birthday Sooyoung!:D
Yay! Happy 23rd brithday to my favourite SNSD member! Go shikshin!:D
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Parallel Feelings
imjustbeingme:
It’s a lovely thing when someone thinks of you, wishes to speak with you, and you think the same way too.
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Implosion
I’m really feeling damn tired now. Somehow, school is taking a really heavy toil on me. I can’t sleep now, for that the noises in my head are deafening, while the every maddening sense of jealously spreads deep in my heart, and that those thoughts just make me feel as shitty as hell. I’m just so drained now. So fucking drained.
All I want, is to do my part, have some support, talk to you, run a...
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Teacher: A long time ago people thought there were only four elements. Can anyone guess what they were?
Me: Water. Earth. Fire. Air. Long ago, the four nations lived together in harmony. Then everything changed when the Fire Nation attacked. Only the Avatar, master of all four elements, could stop them, but when the world needed him most, he vanished.
Teacher:
Me:
teacher: what?
Me: what?
Dear all Couples of the world and the jealous... →
dearmeat:
I wanted to make sure that you all understand the happiness that you are blessed with. I want to make sure that you never take your relationship for granted because you never know when it will be gone. I know how some of you may feel. “This is perfect and forever”, “Oh, I know we have problems but we are strong enough to get by”, ect. However listen to my story before you make the...
“We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at...”
– Eleanor Roosevelt (via myhotcaffeine)
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Writer's Fatigue
I don’t like the month of February.
It’s the month where the freshness of the new year has passed, and you found out that, hey there’s no difference between 2011 and 2012 after all! We are all still very much the same, so much for the hoo-hah for all those new year resolutions and renewed claims to make this year ours. February does not have the beauty of January, and even makes...
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doublechevron asked: Thank you so much! I tried to get a similar overall sound to it and I decided to base it on your suggestion to listen to Time by Hans Zimmer so thank you for contributing :D
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White Noise
If yesterday was a day when I got really high, where I breezed through school, then today is something more like a hangover. That’s why I never have Monday blues, only Tuesday blues, where you lost all those nice conversations topics you had on Monday as you started fresh from the Sunday before and crashed into hell. I just don’t understand Monday blues well, sigh. Today’s more...
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“If it’s still in your mind, it is worth taking the risk.”
– Paulo Coelho
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doublechevron:
justurnitoff replied to your photo: Zolpidem Gorillaz - Amarillo Now, Now - Jesus…
It looks quite awesome! Hahaha, where did you get that picture from? Will get those songs now!:D
I googled for a medicine bottle and photoshopped it haha. And you can click on the title as it links to the download :D
Haha, oh right! I saw it! Saved me the time, thanks!:D and ya, I see my...
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What Happens At Libraries:
A guy sitting behind me in the library to his friend: See, I told you I couldn't study in the library.
His friend: Why on earth not?
Guy: I glance up at some point and I fall in love temporarily with the girl sitting opposite me. Sometimes it happens more than once.